The last few days and nights was hell for me. Out of so many trouble and problems i can get myself into...
I got myself stuck in a quicksand..
Ya, a giant quicksand.,
the more i struggle, the deeper I'm sinking..
Can't seems to fight the giant sucking force..
But, when i try gently to break myself free from the dirt, I can't seems to climb out of it.
There's nothing I can grab on to, or reach out to...
But, even if there's a tree branch nearby..i fear of grabbing it..
Afraid that if i try...I would be suck in so deep that I can't breathe...
So exhausting..
The pain is SO unbearable..
Don't worry..It's just a metaphor .. Ya..to me, the hard times i was going through was something like dat la..
Don't know how to describe..
I really regret what I had done earlier..that bring me to face the horrible consequences. But what had done is done, You can't undo it. No point crying over spill milk rite? But, i cry like hell.
But, i really want to thank my dear so much...for being with me every second.. Without him, I don't think i will be able to climb out of it. I love you so much dear.
Thanks for your support, your presence beside me meant SO SO much to me.
Now, I know the one who truly cares for you, are the ones who will not abandon you at time of hardship.
One who truly care and love you, will try so hard to ease the pain you suffer that he willing to share the pain.
So that you don't feel alone.
You make me believe there's hope.
Hope to climb out...
With you beside me, no matter how painful..
I know, the pain that I'm going through tells me that I'm not DEAD.
I know I'm still alive and not alone.
Hope is what you have gave me to pull through.
Thank you so much for being here with me always. I love you.
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