Harry Once Again...

Just went and watch the last installment of Harry Potter- H.P and the deathly Hallows..
Overall, as a huge fan of the book by J.K Rowling...I really do enjoyed the movie..
It was more detailed compare to the other previous movies..

I also noticed that the actors and actress are more emotionally involved in the movie- which what makes this one more fun and interesting to watch...

Now, i'll just have to wait for the second part...yup, it's a good decision that Warner Bros decided to split the movie into two parts... because the whole final book is so rich, the story so dense and there is so much that is resolved that it definitely need more time for the us especially those who had read it to feel and experience it on screen...to give us a sense of completion..
Haha...so many comment rite..hehe... what to do... I just love HARRY POTTER!!


So, anyone of you out there who's doubting whether to go and watch...i highly suggest GO!!
Especially if you've already read the final book...you will definitely want to see all those actions of harry casting spells in the book to come ALIVE!! 

Random...

weekend mood...

Miss you so much dear..

     Every atom inside of me misses you!!  Hope to see you soon...

Embrace the hell out of everything!!

Hey...I'm back..
Before I get serious...
I want to thank all my friends - Jayjay, Durgi, Peiyi and my dear for the surprise birthday celebration last week...
Love you guys so much....
I enjoyed it very much... Botanical Garden.. very nice place i can say jayjay..haha!!
Thanks to my dear for the night you spent with me... love the dinner... MUAHHXX!!!
I'm 21 now.. yup, 21.
Can you believe it?? I can't actually.. old already..sob sob..
But the good side is..
Finally 21, legally able to do everything I've been doing since 15...!!!

Ok, time to get serious now.
In surgery posting now....seriously blur and lost...
2 weeks into surgery posting in HKL and I'm already hating the place.
Hate the polluted air, hate that I keep saying: "Now what??" every other 10 minutes.
Hate that we have to compete with others to clerk case..
those who are not suppose to be at HKL...
super duper hate them..GO BACK where u came from la...
don't invade our territory la... your own habitat not enough meh..
We didn't do that at your territory, so please respect us..
Behave yourself when you are in other's territory la..
Don't miss treat others when you don't want the same to happen to you..
Your time to be at HKL will soon come, don't be so agitated. Bagi paha nak betis.!!! Hergh!!!

Other than this issue, i kinda enjoy posting at HKL.. like the lectures there..
Learning to like this posting..adapting.
But still, i prefer medicine posting...
Can't really say much about that as I'm still at the initial stage..
will comment more when i finish surgery posting..
but i think i'm definitely enjoyed medicine posting more..haha!

Till next time...chiao!!

Once in a life time...

 Some things just won't happen twice... 

Finally...!!!

After waiting, waiting and waiting for days for my turn for mock exam...
FINALLY... I finished my long case today!!! Was SO RELIEVED that it's over..
Though i still have short case next week..but at least one down and another one more to go.

It was nerve wrecking waiting for your turn to be examined.
This is the first time in my life that i wanted so badly for exam.
Because, one by one you watch people around you are finishing their exam.. and you are still waiting for your turn...anxiously.
At first it was all adrenaline rush and palpitation..
but after awhile, you just felt so bored waiting that you can't wait to just DO IT and get OVER it.

Thank to God for hearing my prayers...
today finally, my examiner was free and all of us finished our long case....
Everything went well for me during presentation.
So I guess I pass!! hehe!!

Now i'm planning to rest and enjoy tomorrow my dinner at medic night.
What awaits me next week, I will find out soon.

Just wanna say...

I'm not angry or what.... but please remember...

Bangkok..!!!

Hey there...

Now, I'm going to say a little bit bout my recent family vacation to Bangkok...

Bangkok... is the capital, largest urban area and primary city of Thailand. Known in Thai as Krung Thep Maha Nakhon, aka "city of angel". Well, all i can say is that Bangkok is not really that different from Kuala Lumpur. A gurl grew up in a city area like me feels that Bangkok is more like a shopping paradise!! haha...


The hotel that we stay at was at the center of all these shopping malls and shop lots....what more can a gurl ask for rite??


Basically, this trip evolve around city area...we went to two bangkok's largest Buddhist temple where they have a 40feet long sleeping buddha statue inside..!!  Bangkok's floating village is a must go destination too!! You can experience how it feels to buy stuff and bargain on a boat sailing through a small river-like waterway where the stalls are lining along the side of this canal. 


We manage to bought some cute, nice Thailand-style bags...I'll show u later how it looks like..^.^ It cost only about 100-150 baht each, that's about rm10-15..cheap huh??


The food there was really awesome!! Thai food is really really yum yum... especially the Tom Yam Khung!! Spicy to the max! 
Eat, shop, window-shopping, eat...haha!! 
What a fun way to celebrate raya with my family and to enjoy my short break from the busy and hectic medical student life...


Here's a sneak view of some of the pics...^.^

At the lobby of the hotel we stayed...

40 feet long sleeping Buddha....

At one of the temple...forget the name of the place le...

On the way to the floating village....

Floating Market...

Busy...busy....

COCONUT!!!

At the craft center....

Book-table...

daddy n mummy...sweet...^.^

outside Sam-paragon

At bangkok airport...

Bought these at Colorful Club...one for only rm35(350 baht)..^.^

                                                     

Bought these at the floating market...one for only 100 baht..^.^ and the workmanship is nice..^.^

A cute and simple t-shirt....bought at Sam-Paragon...

Last but not least.....

TADA!!! LESPORTSAC HANDBAG!!!

I wanted to bought Lesportsac handbag for quite some time le....but because of the expensive price..i always padamkan hasrat to buy lo..huhu...

My daddy bought for me on the last day at bangkok airport...

it's my birthday present...kinda advance birthday present...hehe...

thank you so much daddy!! Love you so much!!

                                                            

nice pattern rite?? hehe...

                                                        

love it so much!!! 

Well, that's all for now....
Another 2 more days...gotta resume back to my usual life again... 
Have to work extra extra hard to face the upcoming Mock exam le...haiz...
No more shopping for me...goodbye to all the yummy mum's cooking, goodbye to waking up late everyday, and hello hello again Davidson..!!

Love is always unreasonable

Relationships, when it comes to committing yourself to a relationship.. people are always so scared of the what-ifs that they forget what-is.

They spend so much time thinking, “what if I get hurt?” , “what if it doesn't work out?” , "what if he don't like who i really am? "...what if we are not meant for each other?" that they stop thinking about things that are already real and happening in front of them.

They forget the feeling they get when the person they love walks into the room and the excitement that rushes and flows through them when the phone rings because it might be the person they are waiting and yearning to hear from.

They forget the feeling of missing the person they love when they are far apart, because even its tormenting to miss someone so dearly, they know it's worth it. Worth the wait, cause when they finally can meet their love one, it's like coming out from a black hole and looking upon a shooting star. Wishing you'll never be apart again.

Never let the fear of what-if stop you from letting yourself to give love a chance or take a chance in love.

Because what if this is the person you’re destined or faithed to spend the rest of your life with?

Be true to your heart, you’ve only got one of it.

Thought of the Day..^.^

Just can't wait any longer for raya!!

Meanwhile...I'm..

Waiting for my dear to go to hosp.kajang together..

just got to know that 2pm tutorial later was rescheduled...

poor dear...you spent so so much effort and time on the ECG...

never mind..now you will have extra more time to prepare a great presentation later...

so proud of you dear...I'm sure you'll do great on 27th of Sept...IF the class is Not rescheduled Again.. 

Another thought of the day....

so true... if not, anything you do it's meaningless....

till next time people...tata...^.^

Bogus people...

Another week gone,
Come across few bogus people.
Bogus people who used you like you are some gizmo.
Damn!
Hate the feeling of being used.
Dumped after harvesting everything from me.
We are human too, We have feelings.
You are not the only one with emotion downturn.
Don't make yourself sound so desperate.


Feel like puking now.
Really disgusted.
Disgust at the way how bogus people treat you.
As though we don't have cerebral cortex to figure out your bogus-ness.
All you guys know is to dump all the responsibility to others.
Expecting things to magically executed.
All those stupid reason you give sound so absurd, so senseless, so ludicrous, so silly..so dumb.
I wonder what kind of doctor you gonna be next time.

ANYWAY, I've got to thank those bogus people. I felt sorry for you guys for some reason.
Because, this saying below make me feel that YOU GUYS ARE NOTHING BUT BOGUS PEOPLE who don't deserve my time and strength to be bother.

It's weekend again. Can't wait for raya.
I've already switch on my holiday mood.
Till then,
Hope the coming weeks in medicine posting will be better.
Signing off.

Life so far....

I'm back.....and it's weekend already...

I'm happy but at the same time stressed up..

Because as each week passes by..

It raises the tense in the air...

Soon., medicine posting will come to an end...

And the worst and scariest part of all is the fact that i need to face MOCK EXAM!!

There's when you will know how much knowledge and experience you had learned and gained from this 12 weeks posting...

There's when you will know, whether the skill that you had been practicing and mastering so far is up to the  expectation in the eye of a doctor as a 3rd year medical students....

And yet now, it's already the end of my 5th week posting...and I seriously think that I have not even  gained 50% of what is needed and supposed to be in my brain rite now...

Damn!!

How am i supposed to proceed to the next posting??????? 

Can i even make it till next week?? Only God knows...I surely hope so...

Well, at least now.....

The only thing that makes me feel good...at least less tension and I could take a break..

And my plan for the weekend is most probably.....

How i wish i could do that....but, I have many things to finish and cover this weekend...case write up la...and so many many other things to read...that it seems kinda impossible to just enjoy my day in bed and with my lappy....

I just......

Anyway....here's a quote that is medical-relationship related for you to be amuse...haha....

Till next time people....chiao!!

Another day..

Today was a bit moody for me...
Didn't achieved much... manage to clerk one patient only, without PE..
Didn't even had the chance to catch a murmur, because apparently it disappear..

And I felt kinda weird, because I didn't manage to say goodbye to a person that I spent "talking" to for nearly two hour...
If she is still there tomorrow, I'm definitely going to wish goodbye to her.
If not, I pray that her life will get better after this.. All the best ya Yee Yee.

Any how, I had a great time having dinner with Jayjay, Durgi, Qin Le and my dear.
It's been a long time since we last had a meal together.
We eat and chat for nearly 2 hour..
Updating new gossips, teasing jayjay and durgi...listening to my dear's usual lame and crap jokes..
Well all I can say is that....

And I'm glad to have friend like them...love you guys so much!!!

And these days...i REALLY NEED COFFEE to stay awake at nite!! Or else, I can't seems to keep my eye open to study...ARHGHHH!!!

My past weeks...

Previous week, Last week, last nite....

1. I sleep very little..

2. I study a lot.

3. I talk a lot..(to patients la)

4. I look more cachectic..

5. I eat a lot..

6. I spent lesser leisure time with friends...

7. I spent lesser time with family...(sob..sob)

8. I read and write a lot.

9. I seldom wash my clothes.

10. My pimples keep on erupting..

11. I have more darker under-eye..

12. I look more like a walking ghost.

13. I quarrel a lot with my dear..

14. I was amazed by a few good and handsome doctors..^.^

15. I was emotional.

16. I meet new people and learned new things each day.^.^

17. I had a few unforgettable experience during on call.

18. I had a chance to communicate with a patients who can't talk..^.^..she share some of her      stories with me..

Regardless of all these, I' Happy with the life I'm going through now..though it's tiring.. but it's worth going through it as it's priceless!

P.S. I'm going home this weekend! Can't wait for Friday!! ^.^

Wonder if only Sarcasm can work against Idiots..?

2nd week into my clinical posting.. I felt my emotion is shaken.

Shaken by how people around me gradually changing..

People that I once thought to be my friends, colleagues that i usually get along..slowly changed..

Or is it me who had changed?

I once heard that people will change once they enter clinical years..

For some reasons, change to adapt, change to excel others, change to be the top, change to be accepted, change to get what they want.  

This is when you see their true color..their true identity, true character.

Their Kiasu-ness slowly submerge..

Anyway, if others change, I intends to remain who I am. Stay the same. 

I'm not going to impress others, or care what other people think of me, as long I'm true to myself and my friends. 

Thanks for being here for me, thanks for the comfort, thanks for standing up for me, dear friends...

Those who are not significant in my life, I won't care to bother. They are just passers by in my life. 

                                         

My aim next week, is to be more productive in hospitals.

To put more effort in studies.
And to survive another unpredictable week in Hosp.Kajang!!

Here's a saying that amuse me at the moment..^.^..because idiots only worth your Sarcasm.

Overwhelming Week!!

This week has been like a roller coaster for me..
Only a week into my 1st posting as clinical students, yet, I'm filled with variable of emotions.
Permed my hair on Saturday, cost me about rm250. Satisfied and happy with my new look.
Some said I look more matured in this hair style. haha.. good, so means that I look more like a clinical student la..hooray!!

Monday,
Was excited as my group was one of the first 2 groups to be posted at Hospital Kajang..
Arrive early in the morning, tail along housemans and MOs doing their routine ward rounds..
Trying so hard to understand at each of the words uttered by them..but was so confused at some point because it was full of medical term that are short-termed by them. haha...
And, guess what? After 2 hour plus, I collapsed!! Drop "dead" on the floor.. I'm not kidding here..
Maybe due to the overwhelming excitement and confusion kut..haha..but, i did ate my breakfast okay..so blame my hypotension state la..(my BP is usually kinda low..last i checked was 95/56)
Anyway, I'm fine. Not to worry..didn't sustained any injury..no any lumps and bumps appeared at my head after i fainted...so should be okay la..
Later in the day, formally introduced ourselves to the invited lecturers..DR.Khoo and DR.Irene.. both very nice and geng specialist..
Manage to clerk one case la..so not bad for my first day..


Tuesday,
Awed at Dr.Khoo's teaching...let's just say, I'm awe at how he speaks and stares at you..haha!!
The fun part was..I learn how to do venipuncture!!
My first patients was an Indian, and DR.Ali- a very nice houseman taught me how to take blood! It was a scary, yet exciting experience.
Scary, because I'm afraid that I might hurt the patients.
Exciting, when you successfully draw the blood out from the patient without any complication!! Yeah for me!!
My other group mates also manage to do so, and at times, it was funny to observe them doing the procedure.
But, when it's your turn..all I can remember is the adrenaline rush in my systems..and the tremors in my hand while holding the syringe..!!
Learn a lot...and was a productive day for me!

Wednesday...nothing much..

Thursday,
Volunteered to do an GI Physical Examination during Dr.Khoo's class..
Well, made a few huge and minor mistakes...so, get "the stare" from Dr.
I can assure you, I will never forget what he had taught and commented during that session.
Was so tension and scary that I think i sweats profusely..
Nvm, learn from mistakes..
Score another one at venipunture again..hehe.. less tremor in my hand le..yeah for me!! ^.^


Friday,
I get to experienced an emergency situation at Hosp.Serdang while observing a central line insertion procedure..
Was really terrified at that time.. I kept praying in my heart, that the po po in front of me will be okay as I looked on at the MO saving her life..
Saw how worried a person can be when their love one are in distress and unstable situation...
But, thank God, the situation got better, and the po po was stable.


So, there goes my first week posting.. it was overwhelming for me.
Really missed home already.
Lots to read, study, revise and pile it up all in the tiny brain of mine..
All I can say is "It's hard to expect the unexpected because what your mind don't know, your eyes can't see"
So, to see, your mind must know.
Hope I can cope better in the coming weeks...
Gambateh!!

Off to bed..nite world!

Here comes Clinical Year...

It's the 3rd day in my first week of clinical years.
I'm in Medicine posting...
Today was my 1st time learning with my supervisors on Physical Examination.
After nearly 3 hours in the clinic learning the basics of PE of 3 system, all i can is: Practice, Practice, Practice..and practice. How nice if i can have a human-dummy to practice on anytime i want..haha!!
Seeing the Dr. doing it was easy..but when i try percussing on James..no sound came out..=.=..haha..
F.Y.I, James was the dummy. and he enjoys it.
Have to learn and practice to do PE and hopefully can master as geng as like when you are driving car, don't need to think what gear to change next. As what my Dr. puts it.  I will try and hopefully can achieve that.
Haven't met any patients yet today, hopefully soon...
I found out that I seriously need to touch up my pre-clinical theories, as most of it kinda went down the drain already..^^

Life for these first 3 days was not bad. So far.
Hope to learn more as I progress through this posting in the next 3 months.
Have to bear with the tiredness and leg sore.
I also realize that, its better to fill up your stomach before going for class in clinics. Because you don't know how long the class will last. And brain can't really work well when stomach is grumbling, and when you are hypoglycemic.
Have to pack up some energy bars in my bag from now on, just in case if i had no time for proper meals.

It's still a long way..
So much to learn in such short period..apparently some Dr. said 13 weeks for medicine posting is not enough.
Not much to share here as I'm still at the beginning.
But, it's an interesting beginning though.
And so far I'm enjoying it. ^.^
All the best to others!

In a Perfect World..

So free at home these few days..non-stop going through people's blog..

So, want to share a though with those who are also so free la..

Just a random thought..
Ever wonder why sometimes things around us just don't really happened to the way we want or desires?

I kinda realize little things in life that we take it as as flawed or imperfect some how irritating and frustrating..=p

How nice if the world revolves the way you want?? But, i know la, to achieve and want perfection in life seems kinda impossible...

For example, ( these pic below is from a friend's blog)

Isn't it frustrating dat when u buy a packet of chips..the packet is not transparent, so u can't see whether it's filled to the max or not..and from outside it seems so big and full, like want to explode..(and being silly, thought that it's full with chips)..u decided to buy it because of the fancy-tempting packaging.. But when u open to eat..then u feel like wanna "explode" because the chips is like half-fulled only..ARGHH!!! that's why now I don't buy junk food le..=.=

Reckless driver never give signals de..some time very frustrating...

This I can't agree more..hehe..sometime when shopping for shirts or dress has cute design and pattern, but somehow just doesn't comes in my fav color..so sad..huhu

Especially when want to pay parking ticket..people behind you are waiting impatiently and give you some weird stare...and you feel like scolding the machine in front of you as loudly as you can..huhu..

It will be very useful, especially in my faculty here..hehe.. they should provide more chairs and tables where nearby got plug that has power supply..haha..agree

Ahhh... I will be sooo haappppyyy if there is no allergies.. especially people like me who is extra super sensitive to whatever environmental cause la.. for me, i think is dust mites and also morning breeze..haha!! I can sneeze non-stop and used up a roll of tissue paper in just an hour man!! How frustrating huh.. even more frustrating if it happen in public..like when you tengah shopping...terus no mood to shop le...=.=

Girls, Agree?? hehe...

Yes!! Yes!! Most of us will be so happy, if this happens all the time..haha!!!

Well, everything around us can't be flawless all the time rite? So, guess we just have to buck up and embrace the hell out of everything lo...can't be complaining and whining all the time de..

and today i learn something important regarding relationship...

I miss my dear so much le..and it's only been a week..huhu..

That's all for today.. going back to kolej on Saturday if the Melaka trip is still on.., If not going bck on sunday lo.. So, Jay..Pls let me know asap!! hehe..

Au revoir...^.^