One more time??

I happen to saw this really cool indian dance by the contestants of So You think You Can Dance TV show... the choreographic of the dance is really fun to watch...it's so lively and joyful to watch...i felt like jumping off my bed, start dancing and shaking my butt..haha...!! So, why don't you guys take a look at it??

So, nice right?? After watching this movie, it brings back memories...i thought of JAI HO!! Haha... I miss those days when I'm having fun with my other Jai Ho dancers..haha...!! I had a lots of fun dancing with them.. I got to thanks Kalai for offering me the chance to participate...I got to say...the whole experience of performing the same dance 4 times is really scary you know..haha!!

Well, it all began weeks before our faculty night during last semester... Kalai wanted to form a dance group to perform on that night because she had promised some big boss in the committee... She asked me whether I'm interested..then, I'm like...yeah!! Why not?? It's been a long time since I last danced...and it's Jai Ho..at that time this song was kinda hot..and I like it..so well, i thought of just giving it a try. My sprained ankle was just about to heal at that time...but I really wanted to do this...so, I set my mind...I want to Dance...!! Then later i ajak jayjay, Mag...then came along Abg Anuar and Kak CHa..both of them are our 3rd year senior...and they are good dancers too...hehe!!

Dance Practice in Bilik Kebudayaan...Posing...haha!! Luckily that room have mirror, if not can't take picture of all of us..haha!!

First try out with the dance costume...Mag n Abg Anuar posing gile...haha!!

From left: Anuar, Jay, erm..(i can't believe i forgot her name..but i know she's a biomedic student..wtf..sorry kak..-.-), Me!, Stephanie and Mag....Jai Ho!! erm..where's kalai?? hmm..

Minutes away from our performance...but still got time to cam whoring...haha...I remembered that time..i was damn nervous already..HuHu...

After the performance...changed into own clothes...People at the dinner said our performance was the best...haha...boasting again..

Anuar with fedora hat, jay with punjabi..me and kalai with dress, Steph with a nice erm duno how to call that..is it a blouse?? wtf.. mag wore white skirt..i think... BTW, whoever in charge of the food.. the food sucks..sorry...but we didn't really enjoy the food...all the dishes already dry up when it's our turn to eat...tsk tsk tsk... notice kalai's face..(not happy and angry..)haha....

Well....that was the first performance...now,time for our second one...really enjoy this one...had a lot of fun...some one from the AISSEC 61st International Congress Committee contact jayjay and beg us to perform the closing ceremony dance for their function..(boasting..wtf..haha)...kidding...they invited us..so..we thought it will be nice nice and cool...and because we are so baik hati..haha...we agree to it... But, i really did enjoy that night..

Ready...Get Set...haha..

GO!!!!! Anuar really know how shake those butts!!

Pictures with people from different countries...after the dance..

Ok...enough of of the photos already... I'm not posting any pictures of our 3rd and 4th dance... coz, well...it's kinda boring for all of us after the second dance...after Jai Ho at AISSEC...we really are BORED with the dance already...same song, same moves, same costume...sound like boring to me..haha... At least we had fun during the 1st and second one...

Lastly, all i can is that the sweats and nights of 'constant' practice...(that we end up have to stay up real late at night to study for assessment) really paid off.... I really hope i will have another chance to shine on stage again..haha!!

Well guys...a new semester is about to start....want another round of JAI HO??? HAHA!!!

I SEE YOU...

Have u guys watch AVATAR...?? It's an awseome movie!!I know, it's been a long time since the movie was premiered, after like so many weeks but is still showing in cinemas...GSC stiill showing it even in Gold Class theater!! So, I can definitely say that it's the most watched movie ever in 2009!!

I never watched a movie twice in cinema, but Avatar somehow does it's magic and made me watch twice!! Haha...The first time, I watched it right after OPSE, the last paper for my final exam.. I went out with Li Jie right after I'm done with the exams...talk about weeks without movie..argh!! The movie was definitely a good start to celebrate the end of all the suffering during study week!! Haha... I watched it again with my parents during my first day back home...well, I'm the one who introduce the movie and FORCE them to watch..haha...just kidding, they wanted to watch it already, I just, you know, encourage them...hehe...

When it comes to movie, I'm not picky..given that it's not a scary-ghost kinda movie. I like movie that can either make me laugh like maniac or cry hysterically..even better if both! Anything that make me peek behind holes between my fingers or yawn, or make me jump out put of my seat..is definitely not my cup of tea.. I mean, who pays ten to twelve ringgits just to scare or bored yourself right? , i love any movie that has a simple message but yet leaves a deep imprint in your mind weeks, months, or even years after you first watched it. And AVATAR is definitely is that kind of movie!!

I love Sam Worthington and Zoe Saldana as Jake Sully and Neytiri...I love Sam Worthington and Zoe Saldana as Jake Sully and Neytiri...I love how they say " I see You.." to each other...it's so meanigful..

James Cameron idea about Pandora,the Earth-moon like planet, the Na'vi people, the language( he and his language-expert team created the Na'Vi language...cool huh??)) was so brilliant!!

The flora and fauna in Pandora is so beautiful too!!

James Cameron idea about Pandora,the Earth-moon like planet, the Na'vi people, the language( he and his language-expert team created the Na'Vi language...cool huh??)) was so brilliant!!

The flora and fauna in Pandora is so beautiful too!!

Richard Corliss ofTIME Magazine stated, "Embrace the movie — surely the most vivid and convincing creation of a fantasy world ever seen in the history of moving pictures."

BRAVO James Cameron!! Another job well-done!!

The theme song- I See You..by Leona Lewis is a great song...it really reflects the story..love between Jake and Neytiri..

I think I'm Avatar freak already...haha... OK, enough of of Avatar already..I think I'm turning blue...haha... Skawng...(it mean's stupid in Na'Vi)..LOL!!

Wet and Misty eyes...

It's my 3rd semester break now..it's been 2 week plus since i last met him, which means it's already 2 weeks into holidays...haha...I miss him dearly.. can't wait for 16th January, when I'm going back to K17,UPM..the place where all the sufferings and torturing take place..haha...thinking that I will have to face another major exam the most dreadful, horrifying exam for all medical students here in UPM - the professional exam..urgh!!. it makes me nausea and dizzy already, I can't imagine how it will be later when i have to start buried myself in piles of never ending notes...arghhh...anatomy, physiology, pathology...these i still can take it...but pharmoaco?? DRUGS??!!! Urgh!! Can really melt my brain just by thinking about it...!!!

Ok, let's change the mood here...talking about holidays...at least I still a few more days, 9 days to be exact to enjoy my beauty sleep..(wake up at the earliest 10:30am..lol)...non-stop-eating mum's cooking...facebook-ing...drooling...yup, i drool..haha.. going out with family.. For the past one week, I'm a regular visitor at Hospital Kuala Lumpur, wonder why huh?? Not because I have to see the psychiatric or what...maybe i do have?? Hmmm.. Anyway, It's my aunt, she's admitted to HKL..so we visits her every fortnight... She had aspiration pneumonia, so under antibiotic now and is recovering. But because of her condition, all her meals are tube feed..really kesian her...hope she gets better soon...i'll pray for your super fast recovery Cik Yah...(that's how i usually call her)

Well. other than the hospitals,1-utama, pavilion, hartamas shopping centre..where elso have i been too?? hmm....i guess thats all..yup, other than that i'm pretty much just sitting at home helping mummy out with house chore. It's true ok, I also learn how to cook more advanced dishes too...hehe...Now, you can ask me to cook simple dishes like fried mee, spaghetti, friend rice, sotong with spicy lemon chili... the latter one, is the one i just cooked about an hour ago...haha..yum yum... no one can beats mum's recipe!!!
I bet u must be thinking what my title got to do with all i have just wrote right? well..here goes..

It's just few days into a new year...i already facing some problems and bad luck too..luck is really not on my side these days... Well, shed a lot of tears for the past 2 days...I still can't really accept the truth and the fact yet...I keep asking myself the very same question over and over again...it keep playing in my mind that i find it hard to pause it. The question is "Is there no possibility for us?" ...haiz..
When be broke the bad news to me, i felt like the whole world is going to crash down on me. I was suffocating and really felt like jumping off from 7th floor(FPSK building..don't know why that's the only building i can think of at that point..=.=) than accepting the truth!! My eyes got swollen and reddish in the morning when i woke up..thanks to all the tears that accumulated in this tiny eyes.... The worst part is I just can't bear the pain anymore...I felt like nothing else matters anymore, I keep thinking what my life would be in the next few years...how am i going to take this, how am i going to face him again?? Can we be like what we use to be?? I can't help but to just cry every time I heard the song Breathe(by Taylor Swift). This song really describe my situation.. I try do do other stuff to take my mind of...like playing computer games..plant versus zombies..I cried too..but i did won at every level of the game...HAHA..weir right? Am still wondering how i can beat those zombies with my wet and misty eyes but one thing I'm very sure is not even the cute cute plants or the ugly zombies in the game can lightened me up..haiz.. sob sob..

But now, after talking to mummy and daddy and lil sis...it help me a lot...I talk with them for more than one hour..it help me to think positive again, after surrounding myself with negative thoughts for 2 nights...i love u mummy, daddy!! thanks for the advices and support..muuahhhxx... at least i know that no matter what happen, my family had my back...always...
Still..i miss him a lot..like really a lot..i can't stop thinking about all the good and bad times we share together, everything seems so perfect with him, I felt so happy and xin fu.. It's 2am in the morning, feeling like I just lost a friend..a best friend indeed.. Why do i have to lose everything in one go??!! Luckily, we still contact each other, we talked on the phone, try to console each other...help each other to get through this painful, unbearable moment...only God knows, deep down in my heart..I will never leave him as he is the one guy that had really changed me in and out. So, how could i ever end this? No, I won't just let what we had built so far ripped down by anyone..NO WAY!! I'm going to fight for us..I won't stop being there for him..care for him..always.. Even though just as a friend, I won't stop!! I will follow old old time table..and just be me around him.. Because..
I want to be happy just being me.

Getting started...

Hi there world..!!! I guess this will be my first time blogging. Well, to tell the truth, I wanted to start blogging since high school but i never seems to have the time or urge to do so...probably because I'm too occupied by other stuff, but it's not too late to start now right? The reason i feel like start doing it now is because i want to have the chance to look back at what i have been going through in the past...I don't want to forget anything that revolves around me..my friends, family, love ones, everything that happen, I want it to written down, and remembered. I can't promise that i will write down every single event...but i'm sure will jot down stuff and event that really matters to me..anything that help in shaping the me today and the future me!

I'm not planning to tell anyone about me start blogging...no one?? Hmm...maybe i'll tell him about it, not today, maybe soon..when i'm ready..haha..(for what??)=.=...
No one need to know about my blogging..i just do it...to replace my diary..well, i used to have a diary, not until when my sis started peeping in it, that i decided to stop. She's so busy body you know..haha.. So, with a blog, it still serve the purpose like a diary..except that people can read it..duh..haha..don't really care about that, as long I'm doing what i like,and I'm happy..^.^

Just happy to be Me!