Rotting at home..

Was so bored these few days at home, besides being a potato couch, online and reading twilight Saga-Breaking Dawn, now somewhere between the mouth-watering delicious werewolf-Jacob's imprint phenomenon,(aawwwwoooo!!!),I'm pretty much rotting at home..Saw this on my friend's Fb pic..kinda like wat it says..so jus posting it up la..haha!!






I miss you so much dear...


Rotting or not..I have to enjoy this moment as much as i can..coz starting next week, have to go through those boring research stuff already.. Haiz.. Never mind the boring part, at least I get to see dear again..it's been like weeks since i last meeet him(felt like century to me me, u know!!) .

The exciting part is there's an International Conference waiting for me..huhu..!! This time going with 12 of my other coursemates, all 2nd year la.. It's going to be real fun. Can meet new people, gain some knowledge regarding medical thing.

Thinking about it, bring back old memories. Last year, few of us medical student from UPM get the chance to join the committee of the first MIMSC(Malaysian International Medical Student Conference). It was really cool!!! Meet foreigner students, learn a bit how conference works and what is all about. Was my first experience participating conference, so it was very memorable.

We get the chance to see medical student from other university and other country present their research.. Listen to talks by some Doctors...it was worth joining, although that time busy with our own medic night preparation and lectures also. I still remember we have to ponteng on of Dr.Jeya's lecturer, just to make on time for the arrival of the international students..huhu..

Here's some pics to share...

Our first night dinner at Saloma restaurant..there's a great view of KLCC!!

On the way to Saloma..escorted by police!! Not kidding man..haha

The front girl is Ling Wei from IMU..very nice..she's a senior..4th year student..

Last night dinner at Palace of Golden Horse...the performance was awesome!!

With two soon to-be doctors from Saudi Arabia...

Buffet at Saloma..the food not bad la.. I love their air Bandung, the best i ever had..

At IMU...On duty actually..curi2 camwhoring..haha

Us, 4th and 5th year seniors With Dr. Yap..our clinical lecturer..

The girls....

On duty..check in of the delegates..promoting the doorgift..haha!!

Some of us very busy....Ming Chun..curi tulang..huhu..

At the workshop..learning stitching wound..Wei Xuan is demonstrating..

Hippocrates Oath..at IMU..Cool huh..^.^

My Dear with Magdelena..jeolousnye.. =.=


You are mine now..haha!! Sweet rite? wakaka..

So... nice rite?? Can't wait for nex week!! MIMSC...here I come..Yipee!!

Mi-e dor..(I Miss you in Romanian..^.^)

I miss you when something really good happens,

because you are the first person I want to share it with.

I miss you when something is troubling me,

because you are the one understands who me so well that sometime I felt like you read my mind.

I miss you when I laugh and cry

because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.

I miss you when we argue and fight,

because you are the one who always try to embrace me back.

I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other;

for those were some of the best times of my life .

Pain, another part of being Alive..

The last few days and nights was hell for me. Out of so many trouble and problems i can get myself into...

I got myself stuck in a quicksand..

Ya, a giant quicksand.,

the more i struggle, the deeper I'm sinking..

Can't seems to fight the giant sucking force..

But, when i try gently to break myself free from the dirt, I can't seems to climb out of it.

There's nothing I can grab on to, or reach out to...

But, even if there's a tree branch nearby..i fear of grabbing it..

Afraid that if i try...I would be suck in so deep that I can't breathe...

So exhausting..

The pain is SO unbearable..

Don't worry..It's just a metaphor .. Ya..to me, the hard times i was going through was something like dat la..

Don't know how to describe..

I really regret what I had done earlier..that bring me to face the horrible consequences. But what had done is done, You can't undo it. No point crying over spill milk rite? But, i cry like hell.

But, i really want to thank my dear so much...for being with me every second.. Without him, I don't think i will be able to climb out of it. I love you so much dear.

Thanks for your support, your presence beside me meant SO SO much to me.

Now, I know the one who truly cares for you, are the ones who will not abandon you at time of hardship.

One who truly care and love you, will try so hard to ease the pain you suffer that he willing to share the pain.

So that you don't feel alone.

You make me believe there's hope.

Hope to climb out...

With you beside me, no matter how painful..

I know, the pain that I'm going through tells me that I'm not DEAD.

I know I'm still alive and not alone.

Hope is what you have gave me to pull through.

Thank you so much for being here with me always. I love you.