Another day..

Today was a bit moody for me...
Didn't achieved much... manage to clerk one patient only, without PE..
Didn't even had the chance to catch a murmur, because apparently it disappear..

And I felt kinda weird, because I didn't manage to say goodbye to a person that I spent "talking" to for nearly two hour...
If she is still there tomorrow, I'm definitely going to wish goodbye to her.
If not, I pray that her life will get better after this.. All the best ya Yee Yee.

Any how, I had a great time having dinner with Jayjay, Durgi, Qin Le and my dear.
It's been a long time since we last had a meal together.
We eat and chat for nearly 2 hour..
Updating new gossips, teasing jayjay and durgi...listening to my dear's usual lame and crap jokes..
Well all I can say is that....

And I'm glad to have friend like them...love you guys so much!!!

And these days...i REALLY NEED COFFEE to stay awake at nite!! Or else, I can't seems to keep my eye open to study...ARHGHHH!!!

My past weeks...

Previous week, Last week, last nite....

1. I sleep very little..

2. I study a lot.

3. I talk a lot..(to patients la)

4. I look more cachectic..

5. I eat a lot..

6. I spent lesser leisure time with friends...

7. I spent lesser time with family...(sob..sob)

8. I read and write a lot.

9. I seldom wash my clothes.

10. My pimples keep on erupting..

11. I have more darker under-eye..

12. I look more like a walking ghost.

13. I quarrel a lot with my dear..

14. I was amazed by a few good and handsome doctors..^.^

15. I was emotional.

16. I meet new people and learned new things each day.^.^

17. I had a few unforgettable experience during on call.

18. I had a chance to communicate with a patients who can't talk..^.^..she share some of her      stories with me..

Regardless of all these, I' Happy with the life I'm going through now..though it's tiring.. but it's worth going through it as it's priceless!

P.S. I'm going home this weekend! Can't wait for Friday!! ^.^

Wonder if only Sarcasm can work against Idiots..?

2nd week into my clinical posting.. I felt my emotion is shaken.

Shaken by how people around me gradually changing..

People that I once thought to be my friends, colleagues that i usually get along..slowly changed..

Or is it me who had changed?

I once heard that people will change once they enter clinical years..

For some reasons, change to adapt, change to excel others, change to be the top, change to be accepted, change to get what they want.  

This is when you see their true color..their true identity, true character.

Their Kiasu-ness slowly submerge..

Anyway, if others change, I intends to remain who I am. Stay the same. 

I'm not going to impress others, or care what other people think of me, as long I'm true to myself and my friends. 

Thanks for being here for me, thanks for the comfort, thanks for standing up for me, dear friends...

Those who are not significant in my life, I won't care to bother. They are just passers by in my life. 

                                         

My aim next week, is to be more productive in hospitals.

To put more effort in studies.
And to survive another unpredictable week in Hosp.Kajang!!

Here's a saying that amuse me at the moment..^.^..because idiots only worth your Sarcasm.