Life so far....

I'm back.....and it's weekend already...

I'm happy but at the same time stressed up..

Because as each week passes by..

It raises the tense in the air...

Soon., medicine posting will come to an end...

And the worst and scariest part of all is the fact that i need to face MOCK EXAM!!

There's when you will know how much knowledge and experience you had learned and gained from this 12 weeks posting...

There's when you will know, whether the skill that you had been practicing and mastering so far is up to the  expectation in the eye of a doctor as a 3rd year medical students....

And yet now, it's already the end of my 5th week posting...and I seriously think that I have not even  gained 50% of what is needed and supposed to be in my brain rite now...

Damn!!

How am i supposed to proceed to the next posting??????? 

Can i even make it till next week?? Only God knows...I surely hope so...

Well, at least now.....

The only thing that makes me feel good...at least less tension and I could take a break..

And my plan for the weekend is most probably.....

How i wish i could do that....but, I have many things to finish and cover this weekend...case write up la...and so many many other things to read...that it seems kinda impossible to just enjoy my day in bed and with my lappy....

I just......

Anyway....here's a quote that is medical-relationship related for you to be amuse...haha....

Till next time people....chiao!!

Another day..

Today was a bit moody for me...
Didn't achieved much... manage to clerk one patient only, without PE..
Didn't even had the chance to catch a murmur, because apparently it disappear..

And I felt kinda weird, because I didn't manage to say goodbye to a person that I spent "talking" to for nearly two hour...
If she is still there tomorrow, I'm definitely going to wish goodbye to her.
If not, I pray that her life will get better after this.. All the best ya Yee Yee.

Any how, I had a great time having dinner with Jayjay, Durgi, Qin Le and my dear.
It's been a long time since we last had a meal together.
We eat and chat for nearly 2 hour..
Updating new gossips, teasing jayjay and durgi...listening to my dear's usual lame and crap jokes..
Well all I can say is that....

And I'm glad to have friend like them...love you guys so much!!!

And these days...i REALLY NEED COFFEE to stay awake at nite!! Or else, I can't seems to keep my eye open to study...ARHGHHH!!!

My past weeks...

Previous week, Last week, last nite....

1. I sleep very little..

2. I study a lot.

3. I talk a lot..(to patients la)

4. I look more cachectic..

5. I eat a lot..

6. I spent lesser leisure time with friends...

7. I spent lesser time with family...(sob..sob)

8. I read and write a lot.

9. I seldom wash my clothes.

10. My pimples keep on erupting..

11. I have more darker under-eye..

12. I look more like a walking ghost.

13. I quarrel a lot with my dear..

14. I was amazed by a few good and handsome doctors..^.^

15. I was emotional.

16. I meet new people and learned new things each day.^.^

17. I had a few unforgettable experience during on call.

18. I had a chance to communicate with a patients who can't talk..^.^..she share some of her      stories with me..

Regardless of all these, I' Happy with the life I'm going through now..though it's tiring.. but it's worth going through it as it's priceless!

P.S. I'm going home this weekend! Can't wait for Friday!! ^.^