time flies..

Guess what?? I'm ending my 3rd year soon...^.^ Time flies..super fast like light-travelling fast man!!
In a few hours time..i will know my result, hopefully i'll pass.. and i can say goodbye to 3rd year and looking forward for 4th year in about a month..

Summary for 3rd year? Well, all i can say that i had a really great time going through all the so called "minor" postings. I recalled some of my seniors said that 3rd year minor posting very relaxing one...no need to study much.. But, after going through 6 posting in 12 weeks.. i have to say that it's not 100% true. Out of 6, i can say that 2 posting which are geriatric and sports medicine don't really require a lot of reading and studying.. but as for the other postings, I kinda struggle..especially ENT and Ophthalmology.. 3 weeks for each of them is definitely not adequate for a medical student to really digest even 50% of what we are required to know..3 weeks is definitely not enough to master how to look into some one's fundus you know.. I get the hang of it by 2nd week i think..but definitely not enough experience and i really hope i will have the chance to hold that cool device again. total nerd i am huh? well, i kinda enjoyed this eye-posting you know..hehe..

Sports medicine is 100% fun!! Physical conditioning..rehabilitation.. physiotherapy...blah blah.. but the most cool about this posting is the FOOD!! RM10 for a yummy yet healthy lunch buffet is totally worth my money!! One sad thing is that my group didn't get the slightest chance to meet any God damn athlete! Kinda envy other group who got to meet Datuk Lee and one famous body-builder.. sob..sob.. Nevertheless..I enjoyed my one week time at ISN.. they should have put us 2 weeks there..

Well, all i can say is that minor posting is short and you really need to know how to learn the as much as you can out of each posting.. No such thing as relaxing 100% in minor posting. For me, it's a good period to refresh my medicine and surgery knowledge as they are somehow related..

Next big event in my coming weeks..
Next week my baby sis is going to matriculation. I'm so happy for her.. and i'm surely going to miss you sis.. going to miss the time i call u "shanti" haha!! i know mummy will miss that..^.^
I might joining some community stuff at Pagoh.. doing survey and being adopted by some volunteered kampung family.. dun really like the idea if staying at some stranger's house.. but for the sake of my beloved hospital serdang..have to sacrifice some of my precious holiday time for it loh.. Really hope this politic-influenced strategy/plan by our Prof-L and higher admin will membuahkan hasil.
Then after that..will be heading to Melaka for medical conference.. hope this year conference will be fun.. last year's at UM is kinda erm, boring...


That's it for now...  happy holidays to all!! ^.^

Courtesy..

In life, have courtesy to respect who comes first... don't just thinking of wiping your ass and move on. What more when you are going behind backs of your friends, or maybe to you, they are just merely colleagues to you?? I'm not surprised that you did..
I know we have to put our work as priority, but is it worth all that, that you have to go against your own friends?
They are not there to be used when you when you need their help and dump them when in no need of them...
come on la...where's your courtesy?? Well, what goes around comes around... and i believe karma always find their way back on people like you..

DUMBO!

I can't understand why some people act so DUMBO after making a huge mistake.
React as though they didn't done anything wrong...
Hello..what you did was the worst crime anyone can commit...
Now, because of your ignorance of YOUR OWN MISTAKE, we all have to share the consequences of your action..
I really hope you fix this damage.
I'm speechless on your action. I know everyone made mistake, no one is perfect rite? But at least, have the gut to APOLOGIZE la...even small kids also know how to say SORRY after they make their mummy angry la..
Why? You expect others to apologize on behalf of you is it?? In your dream also, that would never happen la..
I seriously hope you FIX this... unless you want me to confront you personally and I make sure you see the nasty side of me!!! I'm beginning to DON'T LIKE YOU. 

A little of everything

Hey hey...it's been a long time huh...
well lately I just can't find myself to write anything here. It's not like my life is boring that I don't have anything to post, or it's that busy till I don't have time since this semester is kinda honey-moon sem..
Hmm...let's just say..you just gotta have the right mood, right time, right place, right trigger to make you wana write..or I'm just to lazy to do so...haha

Life is good so far...going through minor posting since end-of february.. Just finished E.N.T posting a.k.a Easy No Tension posting...haha...that's what charming Dr.Vincent said..^.^..
By the way, he's an ENT surgeon whom not only good-looking but also is a nice lecturer. What can I say? Every posting must have one or two handsome, cool doctors or surgeon to keep us motivated rite?? Well, at least having them in class is what keep me awake during the long 2 hour lecture, which I can tell you is very overwhelming with knowledge and kinda mind exhausting..so having good-looking doctor as your lecturer is not bad idea after all..

I had fun in ENT posting...and now moving on to Ophthalmology...everything to do with the Eye.. my half way through..and i kinda like this posting too...dun have to wake up at 5:45am 3 days per week is so so much heaven..and having Dr.Go make anatomy and other lectures so much fun..and funny..haha..

Well, besides classes.. there has been some weird stuff happening around me...not weird la.. out-of the ordinary i can say la... what I' referring to is people around me...i don't know, is it just me being paranoid or they are just not the same any more.. but i guess, everyone is kinda weird one way or another..that's what make us either likeable or gunner!! haha...

And lately..I'm beginning to crave for food... you name it la... from pastry..to ice-creams..to meats...to smoothies or shakes...to Arghhh!! It's like i'm pregnant you know.. And you know what? While writing this half-way..i was helping out my mum to bake Raisin Cinnamon Scones!!! haha... I love Scones...

Scones with strawberry filling

Raisin cinnamon scones~~!!

Can't wait for it to come out of the oven and start devour it.. haha!!

OMG!! Look so mouth-watering...look at how the honey or syrup bath the pan cake..

Did i mention that Paddington house of pancake make awesome delicious pancakes???

They have all kind of pancakes!!

Serena..promoting their pancakes...^.^

I'm so damn lucky to have the chance to eat delicious food.. eating a little bit of everything that's yummy....

wait for my next post ya..i will post some nice food pic..

now time for some scones!!

I'm back...

Hey hey...I'm back... Well, it's been a really really long long time since my last post here...been busy and life is up and down for the past months...
So many things to say...haha..

First thing, I would like to announce that I've passed my second professional exam!!! (p.s, I had 2 professional exam in less than 1 year!! believe it or not!)
It was quite nerve wrecking moments last Friday, when me and all my course mates waiting for our result to be announce at the bilik mesyuarat utama. I can swear to you that my hear rate reached 300 bpm while waiting for Prof.Chris to announce. I still remember, my hand was shaking while holding durgi's hand that time..
I was so so relieved when my name is being called. Turn out i passed, and was in the top 10!!! Whatever it is, bottom line is i passed. I was grateful for that.

So, I wan to say a million thanks to all my lecturers for their teaching and guidance throughout this 6 month I'm in clinical posting.. Prof.Hamidon, Dr.Hiew, Dr.Khoo, Prof Liew, Mr.Ong, Mr.Gee..the list goes on..
Surgery or medicine, I learn a lot from them.... i really enjoyed both postings.
Thanx to all my friend who had been there for me, all the ups and downs moments, we go through all the days in our clinical posting supporting each others...thanx a lot guys... Thanx to my family for always being there for me...i love you, mummy, daddy and serena...

Now, after 6 month of hard work, here come my holidays!!
Now, i can finally eat, sleep, play, and do everything with no worries...
Shopping for new clothes for CNY is much more fun and exciting...
My plan for the holiday is to gain weight. Yes, Gain weight...i lose a few kilos past few months.. not intentionally, may be due to the on-going stress and improper meals..
So, i have to at least gain 2 kilos this month... So, mummy's yummy cooking going to fill my stomach all day long..^.^
Can't wait for CNY...Ang Pau, Cookies...put on new clothes...isn't it exciting??!! ^.^


Found this some where.... it kinda portray my life for the past few months....
at least for the next few weeks, life going to much more relaxing and not so sleep-depriving....^.^

My next plan is to read 3 new novels. My first is to finish indulging The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown. I wanted to read it for months already since my sis bought it......

You'll hear from me again...soon... till then...tata..^.^

Harry Once Again...

Just went and watch the last installment of Harry Potter- H.P and the deathly Hallows..
Overall, as a huge fan of the book by J.K Rowling...I really do enjoyed the movie..
It was more detailed compare to the other previous movies..

I also noticed that the actors and actress are more emotionally involved in the movie- which what makes this one more fun and interesting to watch...

Now, i'll just have to wait for the second part...yup, it's a good decision that Warner Bros decided to split the movie into two parts... because the whole final book is so rich, the story so dense and there is so much that is resolved that it definitely need more time for the us especially those who had read it to feel and experience it on screen...to give us a sense of completion..
Haha...so many comment rite..hehe... what to do... I just love HARRY POTTER!!


So, anyone of you out there who's doubting whether to go and watch...i highly suggest GO!!
Especially if you've already read the final book...you will definitely want to see all those actions of harry casting spells in the book to come ALIVE!! 

Random...

weekend mood...

Miss you so much dear..

     Every atom inside of me misses you!!  Hope to see you soon...

Embrace the hell out of everything!!

Hey...I'm back..
Before I get serious...
I want to thank all my friends - Jayjay, Durgi, Peiyi and my dear for the surprise birthday celebration last week...
Love you guys so much....
I enjoyed it very much... Botanical Garden.. very nice place i can say jayjay..haha!!
Thanks to my dear for the night you spent with me... love the dinner... MUAHHXX!!!
I'm 21 now.. yup, 21.
Can you believe it?? I can't actually.. old already..sob sob..
But the good side is..
Finally 21, legally able to do everything I've been doing since 15...!!!

Ok, time to get serious now.
In surgery posting now....seriously blur and lost...
2 weeks into surgery posting in HKL and I'm already hating the place.
Hate the polluted air, hate that I keep saying: "Now what??" every other 10 minutes.
Hate that we have to compete with others to clerk case..
those who are not suppose to be at HKL...
super duper hate them..GO BACK where u came from la...
don't invade our territory la... your own habitat not enough meh..
We didn't do that at your territory, so please respect us..
Behave yourself when you are in other's territory la..
Don't miss treat others when you don't want the same to happen to you..
Your time to be at HKL will soon come, don't be so agitated. Bagi paha nak betis.!!! Hergh!!!

Other than this issue, i kinda enjoy posting at HKL.. like the lectures there..
Learning to like this posting..adapting.
But still, i prefer medicine posting...
Can't really say much about that as I'm still at the initial stage..
will comment more when i finish surgery posting..
but i think i'm definitely enjoyed medicine posting more..haha!

Till next time...chiao!!

Once in a life time...

 Some things just won't happen twice... 

Finally...!!!

After waiting, waiting and waiting for days for my turn for mock exam...
FINALLY... I finished my long case today!!! Was SO RELIEVED that it's over..
Though i still have short case next week..but at least one down and another one more to go.

It was nerve wrecking waiting for your turn to be examined.
This is the first time in my life that i wanted so badly for exam.
Because, one by one you watch people around you are finishing their exam.. and you are still waiting for your turn...anxiously.
At first it was all adrenaline rush and palpitation..
but after awhile, you just felt so bored waiting that you can't wait to just DO IT and get OVER it.

Thank to God for hearing my prayers...
today finally, my examiner was free and all of us finished our long case....
Everything went well for me during presentation.
So I guess I pass!! hehe!!

Now i'm planning to rest and enjoy tomorrow my dinner at medic night.
What awaits me next week, I will find out soon.

Just wanna say...

I'm not angry or what.... but please remember...

Bangkok..!!!

Hey there...

Now, I'm going to say a little bit bout my recent family vacation to Bangkok...

Bangkok... is the capital, largest urban area and primary city of Thailand. Known in Thai as Krung Thep Maha Nakhon, aka "city of angel". Well, all i can say is that Bangkok is not really that different from Kuala Lumpur. A gurl grew up in a city area like me feels that Bangkok is more like a shopping paradise!! haha...


The hotel that we stay at was at the center of all these shopping malls and shop lots....what more can a gurl ask for rite??


Basically, this trip evolve around city area...we went to two bangkok's largest Buddhist temple where they have a 40feet long sleeping buddha statue inside..!!  Bangkok's floating village is a must go destination too!! You can experience how it feels to buy stuff and bargain on a boat sailing through a small river-like waterway where the stalls are lining along the side of this canal. 


We manage to bought some cute, nice Thailand-style bags...I'll show u later how it looks like..^.^ It cost only about 100-150 baht each, that's about rm10-15..cheap huh??


The food there was really awesome!! Thai food is really really yum yum... especially the Tom Yam Khung!! Spicy to the max! 
Eat, shop, window-shopping, eat...haha!! 
What a fun way to celebrate raya with my family and to enjoy my short break from the busy and hectic medical student life...


Here's a sneak view of some of the pics...^.^

At the lobby of the hotel we stayed...

40 feet long sleeping Buddha....

At one of the temple...forget the name of the place le...

On the way to the floating village....

Floating Market...

Busy...busy....

COCONUT!!!

At the craft center....

Book-table...

daddy n mummy...sweet...^.^

outside Sam-paragon

At bangkok airport...

Bought these at Colorful Club...one for only rm35(350 baht)..^.^

                                                     

Bought these at the floating market...one for only 100 baht..^.^ and the workmanship is nice..^.^

A cute and simple t-shirt....bought at Sam-Paragon...

Last but not least.....

TADA!!! LESPORTSAC HANDBAG!!!

I wanted to bought Lesportsac handbag for quite some time le....but because of the expensive price..i always padamkan hasrat to buy lo..huhu...

My daddy bought for me on the last day at bangkok airport...

it's my birthday present...kinda advance birthday present...hehe...

thank you so much daddy!! Love you so much!!

                                                            

nice pattern rite?? hehe...

                                                        

love it so much!!! 

Well, that's all for now....
Another 2 more days...gotta resume back to my usual life again... 
Have to work extra extra hard to face the upcoming Mock exam le...haiz...
No more shopping for me...goodbye to all the yummy mum's cooking, goodbye to waking up late everyday, and hello hello again Davidson..!!

Love is always unreasonable

Relationships, when it comes to committing yourself to a relationship.. people are always so scared of the what-ifs that they forget what-is.

They spend so much time thinking, “what if I get hurt?” , “what if it doesn't work out?” , "what if he don't like who i really am? "...what if we are not meant for each other?" that they stop thinking about things that are already real and happening in front of them.

They forget the feeling they get when the person they love walks into the room and the excitement that rushes and flows through them when the phone rings because it might be the person they are waiting and yearning to hear from.

They forget the feeling of missing the person they love when they are far apart, because even its tormenting to miss someone so dearly, they know it's worth it. Worth the wait, cause when they finally can meet their love one, it's like coming out from a black hole and looking upon a shooting star. Wishing you'll never be apart again.

Never let the fear of what-if stop you from letting yourself to give love a chance or take a chance in love.

Because what if this is the person you’re destined or faithed to spend the rest of your life with?

Be true to your heart, you’ve only got one of it.

Thought of the Day..^.^

Just can't wait any longer for raya!!

Meanwhile...I'm..

Waiting for my dear to go to hosp.kajang together..

just got to know that 2pm tutorial later was rescheduled...

poor dear...you spent so so much effort and time on the ECG...

never mind..now you will have extra more time to prepare a great presentation later...

so proud of you dear...I'm sure you'll do great on 27th of Sept...IF the class is Not rescheduled Again.. 

Another thought of the day....

so true... if not, anything you do it's meaningless....

till next time people...tata...^.^

Bogus people...

Another week gone,
Come across few bogus people.
Bogus people who used you like you are some gizmo.
Damn!
Hate the feeling of being used.
Dumped after harvesting everything from me.
We are human too, We have feelings.
You are not the only one with emotion downturn.
Don't make yourself sound so desperate.


Feel like puking now.
Really disgusted.
Disgust at the way how bogus people treat you.
As though we don't have cerebral cortex to figure out your bogus-ness.
All you guys know is to dump all the responsibility to others.
Expecting things to magically executed.
All those stupid reason you give sound so absurd, so senseless, so ludicrous, so silly..so dumb.
I wonder what kind of doctor you gonna be next time.

ANYWAY, I've got to thank those bogus people. I felt sorry for you guys for some reason.
Because, this saying below make me feel that YOU GUYS ARE NOTHING BUT BOGUS PEOPLE who don't deserve my time and strength to be bother.

It's weekend again. Can't wait for raya.
I've already switch on my holiday mood.
Till then,
Hope the coming weeks in medicine posting will be better.
Signing off.

Life so far....

I'm back.....and it's weekend already...

I'm happy but at the same time stressed up..

Because as each week passes by..

It raises the tense in the air...

Soon., medicine posting will come to an end...

And the worst and scariest part of all is the fact that i need to face MOCK EXAM!!

There's when you will know how much knowledge and experience you had learned and gained from this 12 weeks posting...

There's when you will know, whether the skill that you had been practicing and mastering so far is up to the  expectation in the eye of a doctor as a 3rd year medical students....

And yet now, it's already the end of my 5th week posting...and I seriously think that I have not even  gained 50% of what is needed and supposed to be in my brain rite now...

Damn!!

How am i supposed to proceed to the next posting??????? 

Can i even make it till next week?? Only God knows...I surely hope so...

Well, at least now.....

The only thing that makes me feel good...at least less tension and I could take a break..

And my plan for the weekend is most probably.....

How i wish i could do that....but, I have many things to finish and cover this weekend...case write up la...and so many many other things to read...that it seems kinda impossible to just enjoy my day in bed and with my lappy....

I just......

Anyway....here's a quote that is medical-relationship related for you to be amuse...haha....

Till next time people....chiao!!

Another day..

Today was a bit moody for me...
Didn't achieved much... manage to clerk one patient only, without PE..
Didn't even had the chance to catch a murmur, because apparently it disappear..

And I felt kinda weird, because I didn't manage to say goodbye to a person that I spent "talking" to for nearly two hour...
If she is still there tomorrow, I'm definitely going to wish goodbye to her.
If not, I pray that her life will get better after this.. All the best ya Yee Yee.

Any how, I had a great time having dinner with Jayjay, Durgi, Qin Le and my dear.
It's been a long time since we last had a meal together.
We eat and chat for nearly 2 hour..
Updating new gossips, teasing jayjay and durgi...listening to my dear's usual lame and crap jokes..
Well all I can say is that....

And I'm glad to have friend like them...love you guys so much!!!

And these days...i REALLY NEED COFFEE to stay awake at nite!! Or else, I can't seems to keep my eye open to study...ARHGHHH!!!

My past weeks...

Previous week, Last week, last nite....

1. I sleep very little..

2. I study a lot.

3. I talk a lot..(to patients la)

4. I look more cachectic..

5. I eat a lot..

6. I spent lesser leisure time with friends...

7. I spent lesser time with family...(sob..sob)

8. I read and write a lot.

9. I seldom wash my clothes.

10. My pimples keep on erupting..

11. I have more darker under-eye..

12. I look more like a walking ghost.

13. I quarrel a lot with my dear..

14. I was amazed by a few good and handsome doctors..^.^

15. I was emotional.

16. I meet new people and learned new things each day.^.^

17. I had a few unforgettable experience during on call.

18. I had a chance to communicate with a patients who can't talk..^.^..she share some of her      stories with me..

Regardless of all these, I' Happy with the life I'm going through now..though it's tiring.. but it's worth going through it as it's priceless!

P.S. I'm going home this weekend! Can't wait for Friday!! ^.^